The neighbor came to visit while I was washing my pussy.

As you fade away

Yeah I'm 'bout to fade away 'Cause every time I wake up I feel like it's Monday

Something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain

All of a sudden I don't look at anything the same way

Gotta build up all my thoughts sitting in an ashtray

I'm sorry that I'm so inconvenient, okay

Just let me be me and I'll stay out of your way

I can see the way you look at me, I'm such a disgrace

I never really asked to be brought into this place

You wanna love me? Well then baby have a taste

All the highs and the lows, no you'll never be the same

I don't really wanna hurt you but I can't control the pain

If you're sticking by my side maybe we could be okay

Okay, okay, maybe you could be the change I need today

I promise that I've never felt this way

I really hope that you will choose to stay through all the pain

I know you told your friend you're not okay

And tell me what's wrong and why you've never said you felt that way

'Cause you're trying to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away

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