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fantasies of an authoress
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Whenever a psychiatrist loses a patient to suicide, it becomes painfully obvious how little we really know about the human mind and its tangled pathways.
But in the case of the 28-year-old woman who called herself Salome,
the pain of the event went way beyond professional concern.
Her case was astounding and the passion and intensity of her sessions with me left us both exhausted.
I had never had a patient who affected me this dramatically before.
I found myself looking forward to her sessions and even increased her appointments to twice a week.
Her stories of possession were erotic, passionate, and so detailed that I would sometimes close
my eyes and I could almost see and feel the amazing things she was describing to me.
But now...
My patient and secret love interest was gone.
Her life ended by her own hand.
scientific motivation to give me peace of mind.
I had been so deeply involved in her seductive stories and her supercharged sexual...
based on her graphic descriptions of pleasure and pain.
And now it was becoming almost as much a reality for me.
psychological manifestations of transference and mutual delusion.
I was drifting in deep and uncharted waters.
ago sublimated primal
The textures and tempos of my mental images were irresistible to me.
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